Allston lyrics

I lost the meaning in the fire It's like it's something I was never meant to find I've called and they say that there's no use But it's been using me up Split my actions three directions Looking for something outside my mind I've always found myself outside your house at night I've always found your fingers snarled into mine And now you're walking with no shoes on Down a dirty street in Allston I ask you why you left me And you're saying that you didn't My belief in you Shakes and stirs But it will not ever dissolve