If I Do lyrics

I loose my mind. I loose my soul. I loose my feelings. I loose control. All the people, passing me by. I loose my life. I'm starting to die. I can't leave today, I can't leave this way. But I can leave my mind. If I do, I'll never be the same. I write my song, I write my care, I write my feelings, I write my fear. All the people passing me by. I write my life. I'm starting to die. I let it go and I don't show, my feelings of tonight.