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I'm seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight I can't believe I lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I'm gonna win I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it holds me. I hate myself sometimes I love myself. Contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthyness is healthy Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit, I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure that I have found myself again it feels scared I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate. I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I'm gonna win I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it holds me. I hate myself sometimes I love myself. Contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now