Everchanging lyrics

Standing in an ever-changing landscape I despise Can’t look back to take it in Feel it burn beneath my skin Coursing through my ever-straining veins for all my life Bring me to insanity Love has taken over me Want to taste what I can’t find Has harsh desire made me blind? I’ll hold on, ‘til the light breaks through Just hold on, till I know what to do The loneliness makes my heart divide Longing for a place I can reside To fill the holes inside Show me just an ever-longing glimpse of paradise Held down when I need to run One step from oblivion Silent when an ever-lasting scream builds up inside Desperate for the one I love No help from the stars above Darkness now my only friend Take me to that place again And hold on, ‘til the light breaks through Just hold on, in the dark I always knew The loneliness makes my heart divide Longing for a place I can reside To fill the holes inside I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to let you out I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, and so I doubt I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to take it in I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid of what I’ve been I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to let you out I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, and so I doubt I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, so I go on I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid of what I’ve done! So is it really worth the torment? Go! Can it stop, can you wake me from all I dream Try to cry, try to feel myself beckoning Feel the holes buried deep in me, can’t you see I am so unsure, what I am anymore