Close My Eyes And Hope For The Worst lyrics

I cant help it! im numb from biting commentary emotional attack i cant muster up the strength needed to fight back barraged and bombared with the hate and hurt i'll just close my eyes and hope for the worst ill take your verbal beatings and physical assaults i dont give a fuck about feeling good anymore im bereft of love for anyone i even hate myself so now i hope for the worst and ill see you in hell lets see what you got take every free shot im sure it takes a lot to destroy a broken man