Stoned, Alone lyrics

I've been praying for something Warm sheets and a bad diagnosis And I'm still sitting here, stoned and at home I've been desperate to find it Warm eyes and two hands to revive this Because I'm still sitting here, bored and alone Stoned and at home I wanted love I wanted something to call my own I wanted love I wanted something to bring back home You'd say I'm a sapphire in pieces And slowly, I'd start to believe it 'Cause I'm still sitting here, stoned and at home Sometimes the struggle's enticing The world stares in judgment inside me And I'm still sitting here, bored and alone I wanted love I wanted something to call my own I wanted love I wanted something to bring back home I wanted trust I wanted something to call my own You let me down I guess that's something to bring back home