Plastic Lester lyrics

He tugs the pulley Deep in my head I hate you when I go to sleep I'll see you in my bed I'll take your money I make amends I reason with evil I'll use different words instead I read expressions I'll bear your lies I'll pretend to listen just so I can spend the night I feel stupid I feel ugly I feel nothing at all This push and shove I've had enough I know one day I will fall You can't tell me that I'm pretty without me denying I'm immature You reassure Baby I know you're trying