This Time Next Year lyrics

You sit and wonder: This time next year Am I gettin' stronger Or will I disappear Will my heart be thicker And less full of fear And will my heart beat quicker This time next year And do I have to leave, admit defeat And do you love me sober When I land on my feet And could I be wiser Yeah, I'd like to know And what fate do I miss If I have to go And will I be better Yeah, I'd like to know If I go home crying This time next year And will I fuck up again In a similar way And will I lose all my money And have nowhere to stay And will I lose my love When morning comes Or will I have found the one Yeah, yeah This time next year...