Christmas Lights lyrics

I drive down my childhood street Watch it wind and bend and bleed Holiday charm wore off Christmas lights illuminate all the dark I'm in a car and I am ten Counting streetlights, holding my breath You fell asleep at the wheel Drunken protector, and I feel Numb On Christmas 100 gifts could make me feel, anything At all And I'm reeling You ruined this for me You ruined this, for me A million family’s way of Getting close I never got it Never got the cheer All you ever gave me was A drunk drive home