Holidays lyrics

This always happens to me just when I feel happy. They go and turn on me again. The same thing every time, I go out on a line. Everyone else turns out fine. Holidays are all the same. Always have myself to blame. Don't want to feel this way again. When it's a day of days, I go into a craze. My head and body feel malaise. Holidays are all the same. Always have myself to blame. Don't want to feel this way again.