Original lyrics

EN

My conviction distorted by blues From your iris to your cornea I may not quite fit a camel through 'Cause no ending feels like enough Nor does it feel like a win So I'll fuck my knees with concrete And beg to be severed by sparks that I serve Ice picks and pitchforks and coke bloat Genesis Swollen shut Eyes mimic Botulism lips Spirit You entered my body as a body my same size Clarity like a game show loss From king of pain to the Calvary cross I am blessed, I am blessed But who do I worship with no metronome? I milk it all, and it sticks pathetic Fucking pathetic The vultures circled the salvation army When we remembered it wasn't our house I needed sleep and water, maybe coffee I take it black because I Barely come around these days Barely come around this way anymore To see the stations of the cross in catholic monochrome And think about the sacrifices made On a missing holiday with cagey, dull forgiveness Forgiveness Such a word I never sought at twenty-nine Just temporary ecstasy goodbyes Ecstasy goodbyes I saw it in your eyes Like a broken light Didn't even call To sing amazing grace I saw it in your eyes Like a broken light Didn't even call To sing amazing grace Know not a leech They will mark me as enemy They will me make wait outside Ear pressed to the frostbit glass I overheard parasite They will mark me as enemy Make me fucking wait outside Ear pressed to the frostbit glass I overheard parasite