Dissociation lyrics

By the last time in the car Then I already knew At the time I laughed I didn't know what to believe Couldn't stay for you What a strange way to lose I couldn't take you Don't confuse being set free With being discarded and lonely I tried to tell you we never change I let you go And when I left I really tried to tell myself It was for me and not you Couldn't stay for you What a strange way to lose Finding a way to die alone Is better than what I was shown