I'm Not In Right Now lyrics

Did I hear somebody say my name? Or is it just my head Messing with me? The disapproving glare of yellow eyes I feel them all behind me Fucking with my mind I only do it to myself And everything is in my head It's not real It's not there It's only in my head I can hear you knocking down my door But I'm not here I'm nowhere anymore And I don't wanna leave the house I wanna stay inside Away from phony smiles I always do it to myself I can never get this worry out The doctor says it's not my fault Some things just aren’t in our control They're not real They're not there They're only in my head Ooh Only in my head Ooh Only in my head