Its never going to be the same again lyrics

Looking from my step today The view is not in place There's a pivot point in time now that a trail of yesterdays cannot erase And its never going to be the same again And I'm not sure if that's a bad thing No more innocence, a sense of fear has taken hold Or maybe its uncertainty of a brave new future untold And it's never going to be the same again And I'm not sure if that's a good thing And if you pray to God Ask her where she was I'm not looking to lay the blame I'm just searching for a because