Tender Sugar lyrics

How long? how far? not ripped away took my body now was it body or soul? the darkness fades, fades to the light disappearing now; disappears from the night and all these ages i've wandered as a child the morning always came; it came too late what made my mind forget? forget to hide could the nightmare be awake? i don't know in or out? up or down? never know; it's an illusion 'round and 'round; on and on everyday spins my confusion not again, not again, not again this dream; i cannot wake what is real? what is real? what is real? it's getting hard for me to take what i need; what i need; what i need the little something i delight and the white sugar gently hides me oh, the sweet sugar saves me it's the room that confines me, confines me sweet sugar yesterday; back and forth broken door no longer opens breaking down; need it now love is short; he'll always owe me not again, not again, not again this dream; i cannot wake what is real? what is real? what is real? it's getting hard for me to take what i need; what i need; what i need the little something i delight and the white sugar gently hides me oh, the sweet sugar saves me it's the room that confines me