Lately I lyrics

Lately I... have looked inside myself Lately I... have lived as someone else From the spark that was my youth have I become a man? Lately I... have buried my head in the sand Chorus: I awake with the sun - And I'm biting my tongue Not prepared to begin - Counting sleepless nights As the night closes in - I confess to the wind I don't want to begin - Counting sleepless nights Lately I... Lately I... heard voices in my head Doing time inside my mind wondering what's been said Lately I... found truth in the sand instead Chorus: I awake with the sun - And I'm biting my tongue Not prepared to begin - Counting sleepless nights As the night closes in - I confess to the wind I don't want to begin - Counting sleepless nights I hate the sun - I bite my tongue I'm not prepared - For sleepless nights The night comes in - I tell the wind I can't begin - Those sleepless nights I can't begin - Counting sleepless nights I can't begin - Counting sleepless nights Bridge: I taste the sand through lips clogged with shame and tears I taste the aftermath before I face my fears