Shuddershell lyrics

To me you are the warmest season You have always been the brighest sun These cliches will not be spoken I'd choke on my lead tongue So self-aware it's a burden Forever crippled by the tendency Please evict me from this shuddershell So I can speak This is so frustrating I don't know what I'm saying This loss for words seems to burrow deeper everyday I'm so misunderstood Cannot relay the good that's stranded deep inside 'Cause next to you, I'm at a loss for words Don't confuse this for confession Or as a plea for sympathy It's just a window to soul bound By all my insecurity