Falling Forward lyrics

There's a part of me that died for the millionth time But i guess that's the way it goes Because i want you for myself i destroy my mental health I'm hoping you can't see it show I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless I am all alone-falling forward this time I wish winter would end So i could see my friend in a spring ahead Have a recent memory of the worst and longest january I have ever known I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless I am all alone-falling forward this time I almost took it as a sign just from pouring wine Into the largest glass in the house I felt the world improve through the beauty of just being you Now a fleeting moment i wish could last I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless I am all alone-falling forward this time