Like a Shotgun lyrics

There is no argument here to avoid And i just had a way of living i enjoyed A selfish way to live but by design I was so self centered at the time You were us and i was only me And you were only waiting patiently I think i told you i'm not sure That i'm so goddamn insecure A far more much much greater force Can knock you back and off of course Like a shotgun if there ever was one Looked down the barrel of a loaded gun And it was not intentional And i am unconventional Knocked down with a shotgun blast I've got a feeling it's gonna last And if it's happening to me I'm as happy as someone like me could be I'm not so sure but what i said was true That's no excuse for what i put you through And it's just awful if that's how you feel I'm awfully sorry for the whole ordeal The sadness and the sorrow and the pain I swear to god and promisse once again That i will get around to showing you So now i'm goddamn going to A far more much much greater force Can knock you back and off of course Like a shotgun if there ever was one Looked down the barrel of a loaded gun And it was not intentional And i am unconventional Knocked down with a shotgun blast I've got a feeling it's gonna last And if it's happening to me I'm as happy as someone like me could be now Could be now