Collide lyrics

I'm caught in the middle again I'm trying to just understand But I don't wanna stay anymore My eyes always look to the door I'm locked in my own head Wishing I was dead When thoughts collide, I Cant take control of myself, I'm Trying to be someone else, I Don't know who I'm supposed to be, I'm Begging myself to be me I'm begging myself to be me I'm begging myself to be me I'm sick of being insecure Pretending I'm something I'm not My life seems to be so off track How will I ever get back To myself, to be me, to get out of my own head To regain dignity, to set myself free I'm locked in my own head Wishing I was dead When thoughts collide, I Cant take control of myself, I'm Trying to be someone else, I Don't know who I'm supposed to be, I'm Begging myself to be me When thoughts collide, I Cant take control of myself, I'm Trying to be someone else, I Don't know who I'm supposed to be, I'm Begging myself to be me Begging myself to be me Begging myself to be me