Unfair lyrics

this is not a song about you this is not a song unfair I see things differently in the future I didn't fall into despair In the desperation, I didn't fall into despair I lit a cigarette and I'm watching you nothing is revealed behind that smile hides a fear someone forget? history was sealed I traveled to distant lands, and you were always there in the desperation, I didn't fall into despair but whenever I try to think of me his name is stronger and unfair the implication, we may never repair in the desperation, I didn't fall into despair