I Am Shotgun lyrics

I feel something creeping up my spine, going straight to my head My defenses breaking, walls are shaking, I am under attack Slowly but surely it gets a hold of me It's eating me alive Before long, I know I'm gonna crack And watch it take its place in the driver's seat and I am Shotgun, I'm just a ride-along Destination unknown I'm riding shotgun Me and the other one Going downhill from here on These days it feels like it's impossible to even get out of bed It's like I know which buttons to push but my thoughts are no longer my own Slowly but surely it gets a hold of me It's eating me alive Before long, I know I'm gonna crack And watch it take its place in the driver's seat and I am Shotgun, I'm just a ride-along Destination unknown I'm riding shotgun Me and the other one Going downhill from here on It's a tricky situation My frustration I no longer feel like myself Dead man driving Dead man driving My defenses breaking, walls are shaking, I am under attack Dead man driving Dead man driving Dead man driving Dead man driving Am I losing my mind? Am I losing my mind? Losing my mind?