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How could I've fallen so low? What tortuous ways could lead me here, But is that really unfair? Would I be able to say "I'm sorry"? What kind of man am I really? Will I one day find again My will to Be? How many years did I waste? How many chances did I miss? I don't want to count them anymore 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8… I thought I did my best But I still lost control I can't stop this endless fall Yes I fall down constantly Have all my friends deserted me? How could I've fallen so low? I don't know! I can't stand this idea Am I too blind to see That I always did my best To stay fair, to stay right? It didn't seem to be enough Now I'm lost in the night.