Bleeding In The Snow lyrics

I’ve tried and tried But I can’t find the comfort for the pain I’ve tried to use the chemicals to wash it all away Round and round when I come down And everything’s the same I can’t defeat the cycle I can’t defeat the shame I’ve become the only one who tears apart my dreams I can’t control the fear I'll have to flee the scene Imitate a damaged world Never feel the pain Throw myself away When will I let go? I’m bleeding in the snow Will I let go? It’s all I’ve ever known I’m terrified I’ll never be Who I’m meant to be Who I'm meant to be Kill myself once again just cause I’m afraid Why am I living a lie, a charade? I cannot feel the grief inside, never ending suicide Why am I alive? When will I let go? I’m bleeding in the snow Will I let go? It’s all I’ve ever known I’m terrified I’ll never be Who I’m meant to be Who I'm meant to be I convince myself I’m strong 'Til the feelings overwhelm I’m on my knees admitting I’m weak Oh God, please set me free somehow When will I let go? I’m bleeding in the snow Will I let go? It’s all I’ve ever known I’m terrified I’ll never be Who I’m meant to be Who I'm meant to be