Sad To Be Aware lyrics

Crawling on a hardwood floor And i'm looking at the adult feet An infant vision Thinking about the empty space Trying to connect the dots It wasn't easy Are you sad to be aware? I really couldn't tell you Are you happy to be here? Ask me when i'm older Sleeping on the other room And i'm learning how to wet the bed A childhood flashing Screaming in the tangled sheets Falling to the bedroom floor The basement flooding, flooding Theres a kid who lives down the block And he's dreaming of a loving fix His name is michael row the boat ashore And i met him in the second grade We were waiting for the cracker bite His lips were cutting me to tiny bits And i hope to make amends In the end Moving to a bigger town And i'm living in a carpet box The landlord foaming Thinking 'bout the empty heads Trying to correct the blots Theres someone living in the alleyway