I Want To Live lyrics

Life is a lady, so gentle and kind She lets you taste what you're hoping to find Life brought me here to this hollow place I watched the hatred drip from evil's face I crushed the head of the one I defied My family cast me out, my mind has died But the journey is a curse, a wretched thing A crazy whore with a bitter sting A swept-away psychopath, out of her mind A narcissistic psychotic, the cruelest kind I walked with pain until I felt no more Became a machine in this silent war I ceased to feel, I was made of steel Killing was the mask that I made real Blood painted red on the young girl's face Her eyes were terror, a cold embrace I saw my own body but felt no stings I asked for conscience, she gave me torpor's wings I just want to live! To breathe! To try! I don't want the journey, I don't want to die! I just want life, a song so bright To hear my heart beat in the middle of the night! Clean and steady, a rhythm so true But this journey is a bitch, this crazy bitch! I want to live! When I defeat the journey that cursed bitch I will finally live Happy, so happy