Start This Over lyrics

I fell apart this winter Snow piled on the ground The hours start to splinter Now that you're not around And I go in circles Pacing through the dark Thinking How did it get to spending our nights apart? Wish I could start this over Say the things I should've said I know, I feel like I'm a different person Then I was the day you left You used to pull me closer Spin up the silk cocoon Your head was on my shoulder Straight through the afternoon So I run it backwards Right up to the start Thinking How did it get to junk on the curbside and Spending our nights apart? Wish I could start this over Say the things I should've said I know, I feel like I'm a different person Then I was the day you left I feel the weight of all my mistakes But I learned too late Wish I could start this over Say the things I should've said I know, I feel like I'm a different person Then I was the day you left And I go in circles Pacing through the dark Thinking How did it get to an empty apartment? Junk on the curbside and Spending our nights apart?