If You Ever lyrics

I close my eyes Lay down and sleep away There's no return It's my mistake There's no use in crying It's time to learn If you ever need someone Sorry 'bout the things I've done My life goes in reverse If you ever change your mind When the rainy days are gone And the balance returns All alone This time I walk away It feels so cold but I know It's something I deserve I deserve to be mislead Breaking up the family I know it's my fault It feels so cold but I know It's something I deserve I deserve to be dead If you ever need someone Sorry 'bout the things I've done My life goes in reverse If you ever change your mind When the rainy days are gone And the balance returns Sorry 'bout the things I've done Changes will come in the fall Waiting for the storm My face against the wall Hoping that you could forgive me You could forgive me Forgive me If you ever need someone Sorry 'bout the things I've done My life goes in reverse If you ever change your mind When the rainy days are gone And the balance returns