Routine Machine lyrics

I live my life in the same routine Exciting things are only dreams I'm at the edge no hope of survival Somebody help me cos i'm suicidal Routine machine give me a break Routine machine you've got to give and take Routine machine am i understood Scratching my neck with the blade of a knife Who can help who's my savior People laugh at my behavior Who gives a fuck they just wouldn't listen My scarlet collar's beginning to glisten Routine machine you've got to give and take Routine machine won't give me a break Routine machine i wasn't understood I cried for help but it did no good