All This Time lyrics

All this time you've just been counting down Making plans for when you're not around And taking shells out of this loaded gun Screaming out until my voice is numb So Just say you want out and we can Stop all this pain now How many seasons you're not around I spread your ashes onto the ground All this time you've just been counting down Making plans for when your light goes out When you said it's like knives inside your mouth And you can't enjoy anything like this now Life running out inside your house And your mood lacks all direction Because you said you wanted out But there's still so much pain now How many reasons for bowing out How can I cope with all this doubt? Nothing standing in my way I think of you every day And if there is a better way I Trust that you'll show it to me