Still Showing Up lyrics

Late bus rolling under city rain Water on my collar, steady pace Streetlights blur into passing faces Everyone moving, no one waiting I tell myself I'll say it clean But words get quiet when I see you I'm still showing up, even when I hesitate Standing where I said I'd stay I'm still showing up, no easy way out I don't disappear when it gets loud You sit across with your hands still Coffee cooling, time standing still No phone between us, no escape Just the sound of rain against the glass I talk slow, you don't interrupt Like you're hearing more than just the words I'm still showing up, even when I hesitate Standing where I said I'd stay I'm still showing up, no easy way out I don't disappear when it gets loud I've learned distance doesn't teach a thing If you never step into the moment Waiting only sharpens doubt Presence is the only proof I don't promise perfect timing Only that I won't leave early I'm still showing up, even when I hesitate Standing where I said I'd stay I'm still showing up, no easy way out I don't disappear when it gets loud I used to think arriving late meant failing Now I know leaving early hurts more If this is all the time we get I won't spend it halfway out the door I'm still showing up, right here tonight No second screen, no double life I'm still showing up, rain or doubt This is me, fully now The rain keeps falling at our feet I stay I stay