Castaway lyrics

Help it happened again A shining spectre comes to haunt me every now and then I tried to talk to him instead But it always ends up with me dying while the Moon turns red Then I wake up And there′s no blood Just me and my alarm that went off again I ain't got time to think ′bout why My nightlife keeps on fucking my brain Help me! No, drown me! Oh I just can't decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? Here in this deep endless river I'm just a castaway But If I could change it I′d keep living this way Something dripping on me But there are no clouds in the sky as far as I can see Is this the right way to live I′m holding on to someone I am getting tired to be This routine might keep me alive But is it right to pretend I'm ok? I ain′t got time to think 'bout why My nightlife keeps on fucking my brain Help me! No, drown me! Oh I just can′t decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? Here in this deep endless river I'm just a castaway But If I could change it I′d keep living this way Help me! No, drown me! Oh I just can't decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? Here in this deep endless river I'm just a castaway But If I could change it I′d keep living this way Help me! No, drown me! Oh I just can′t decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? You think a shore will wait for you At the end of this whole trip But you'll end up staying afloat in the boundless sea