i'm very terrible lyrics

Accelerated heart I am shaking Crying nonstop Smiling to disguise I can not imagine without you I can not say I'm okay I'm not well I'm very terrible God makes me see you again I can not imagine that I lost you I'm very terrible I'm very terrible Old and tired Oh, boy I fell in love I noticed that After I lost you How I wish I could talk to you I'm so silly to the point To let you go without saying bye I almost said that I love you For a photo of you What an idiot Accelerated heart I am shaking Crying nonstop Smiling to disguise I can not imagine without you I can not say I'm okay I'm not well I'm very terrible God makes me see you again I can not imagine that I lost you I'm very terrible I'm very terrible Old and tired