Original lyrics

EN

I can’t even pick up my guitar these days Everything around me, it just falls apart Wish I could trust myself the way I trust everybody else Instead, you looked into my eyes and then you fucking lied I try Not to hate myself For what you did I try Not to blame myself For what you left me with I won’t even listen to the noise I make Everyone around me, they just move away Wish I could love myself the way I love everybody else Instead, you looked into my eyes and then you fucking lied I try Not to hate myself For what you did I try Not to blame myself For what you left me with I judge myself for laughing I judge myself for crying I judge myself for loving I just myself for lying I judge myself for breathing I judge myself for everything I do and everything I am I try Not to hate myself I try Not to hate myself I try Try not to hate myself For what you did I try Not to blame myself For what you left me with I, I try Try not to hate myself For what you did I, I try Try not to blame myself For what you left me with