Cross The Rubicon lyrics

I close my eyes now, i just feel hate To feel the dust of apathy We had more than 2 years to bleed Now i entwine insanity Heartless - i follow - repentance is not a word we know We had to inhale despair and finally we found distance I really wished to make it all undone Heartless - i follow. repentance is not the word we know I asked for destiny All wounds i may deserve My body feels like nailed to the ground Within blind hate i did not know the glare of the sun Nothing seemed to be strong enough, to share our wish Together as one. i lay down and cross the rubicon I never wanted you to hate me My feelings i shall desecrate Cant forget how i drowned in solitude Honour and pride!?!? what the hell! did you care!?