It's a Shame lyrics

I've been to heaven I've been to hell And that's different you can tell Father forgive for I have sinned I can't help this state I'm in I've seen a doctor I've taken pills They didn't help me they never will I'm drinking vodka I'm drinking beer 'Cos I'm alone when you're not here It's a shame…('Cos) Nothing ever changes people stay the same If you want to leave don't come back again Nothing ever changes It was all a game I could never trust you and that's a shame I pray all morning I pray all night My good Lord would make me feel alright Got me a Buddha carved out of wood He didn't do me no damn good You want a winner and no excuse I'm just a dreamer who's bound to loose Dying is easy living is hard There's so much angst said Kirkegaard It's a shame…('Cos) Nothing ever changes people stay the same If you want to leave don't come back again Nothing ever changes It was all a game I could never trust you and that's a shame If you think I need you you're absolutely right I guess I'm just too tired to put up a fight But nothing ever changes people stay the same Some will treat you good some will cause you pain