Original lyrics

EN

Habit's what it's become seems like I'm alone no one to love me a proud man is gone The one in control is no longer known living in a haze hell I've been shown I dare not die though I dare not live I want to escape I want to feel good I need to forget I need to want I need to I need To think is to be therefore I am not living's not the word applying to me No longer I can see what I should do do with my life do with myself I dare not die though I dare not live I want to escape I want to feel good I need to forget I need to want I need to I need Now I've lost all hope to get me of the hook No prospect for me Into hell I look If I cannot find redemption at least there will be oblivion I dare not die though I dare not live I want to escape I want to feel good I need to forget I need to want I need to I need