Hard To Kick lyrics

Sometimes I wish for death Because of things I am dealing with And I know where you're going Don't ask where you're going Tell me why you're hurting me I know you see me drowning here And now you acting like you never cared Your cold heart is knowing My soul is what you're holding Can't you just let go of me? But I'm so thankful I didn't end up with what I thought I wanted But I want it But loving you is hard to kick But I'm so thankful I didn't end up with what I thought I wanted I never thought I'd survive 'Cause loving you is hard to kick Oh I, oh I, oh I Oh I, oh I Oh, yeah, yeah But I want it 'Cause loving you is hard to kick Used to really think that you were mine Now I really feel lost in my mind Now when I really look in your eyes All I really ever see is your lies I don't know what to call us yet I don't know where to find us Why you tryna divide us? Why you tryna fight us? I guess I'll never know who hurt you I guess I'll never know if I was the one for you But I don't wanna fight But bad habits are so hard to kick I'm so thankful (I'm so thankful) I didn't end up with what I thought I wanted (I didn't end up with you) But I want it But loving you is hard to kick But I'm so thankful I didn't end up with what I thought I wanted I never thought I'd survive 'Cause loving you is hard to kick I'm so thankful (I'm so thankful) I didn't end up with what I thought I wanted (I didn't end up with you) But I want it But loving you is hard to kick I'm so thankful (I'm so thankful) I didn't end up with what I thought I wanted (What I wanted) I never thought I'd survive 'Cause loving you is hard to kick Oh I, oh I, oh I Oh I, oh I Oh, yeah, yeah You know I want this But you not really worth the risk