Under Saturn's shadow lyrics

Here O sit and wait throughout my days Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend It's not that I so badly want to die But at these times I struggle for desire to live Each day it grows worse than the last Function divorced from my body As Saturn's Shadow falls across my soul I'm powerless, until it's passed And I'm trying, I'm trying to find a way Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light And I'm dreaming forever of the day Dreaming of a time when life won't be this way (Under Saturn's Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn's Shadow) Webs invisible blind my spirit In bondage to a force unseen Like a candle, this gift my life It burns away, it burns away Until night's end sleep will not come to me Then come restless, fitful dreams Eternal slumber calls me to her arms After I'm dead, will I still dream? Sometimes I dream that I'm alive Under the stars, under the sky Then I awaken paralyzed to another day I cannot face And I'm trying, I'm trying to find a way Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light And I'm dreaming forever of the day Dreaming of a time when life won't be this way (Under Saturn's Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn's Shadow)