it will never happen lyrics

Leaving aside that this is impossible I can continue adoring you I wish I had grown up next to you And not after a while We are so similar but so far I hate myself for loving you like this I think you already know how I name you It's not right, I know and I know If I know they find out I have to hide I don't wanna be that girl who locks in Who locks in I would like to be for you, and show it And show it I self-sabotage Pretending not to follow you You had to realize I hate that I'm not The only one who wants you I wanted to be the only one You're not even pretty I am least of all This is impossible Maybe I'll let it go If I know they find out I have to fight I don't wanna be that girl who locks in Who locks in I would like to be for you, and show it And show it This already went too far I curse the dream you were in My eyes see you without clothes As if we had stayed one night But it will never happen I'm that girl without a chance