Happy Today lyrics

Every morning, every day I feel my heartbeat slowly fade away And there is nothing I can do To trick my body into feeling good But if I had a dad I'd love him If I had a dad I'd love him If I had a dad I'd love him I'm so happy today Every night when I'm alone I dance with all the demons on my back And it's a fight right to the death I watch the blood fill up inside my bath But if I had a dad I'd love him If I had a dad I'd love him If I had a dad I'd love him I'm so happy today If I had a dad I'd love him If I had a dad I'd love him If I had a dad I'd love him I'm so happy today