Fight For Freedom lyrics

Battling myself inside my head Though part of me knows better The other part can't say no Sedimenting patterns, can't progress A post-traumatic trigger Takes me down the same winding road Feeding a fiction instead Of breaking past behavior Reinforce what I condone Negative emotions that oppress Gaslight what I remember Hand that forces my own The hold that grips my mind Rests self fulfilled Unless I take control Strings of steel In a Gordian mental trap self-imposed I fight for freedom yes All too real From this narrative there is one last hope Slash the knot I can't untie