My Mind is Heavy I Can't Even Think (Prelude) lyrics

My mind is heavy, I can't even think Lack of feeling peace, I want to find it The body walks slowly, as if weights were attached to my feet It's like walking backwards carrying a tree trunk I aim for the finish, but it feels like I just left the start I'm going backwards every moment, there's no way around it I want to get up I want to rise I want to go back I will get up I will walk this path I'll go, I'll go I will scream