Whatever I Fear lyrics

There's almost nothing left And you eat my kind for breakfast What did I expect, to come here and find anyone? Find open arms to greet me and friends to feed me I sicken myself so much And you eat my kind for breakfast, you eat my kind... [chorus] Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whenever I let my guard down Whatever I was, ignore it Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whatever I have been given Whatever I have been... Seeing myself this way, I am a monster I believe Seeing is believing, is there no doubt left? When I wake up I poison myself, And poison leaves no appetite I sicken myself so much Sicken myself so... [chorus] Do we expect these things to change By waking up and suddenly there they are? And all I need's a starting place And nothing ever seemed so hard