Failures That Befall Me lyrics

I regret being so hesitant About who I am and who I want to be I'm a skeleton, without pretending That I'm content with how things are Well I wish that I believed in God So that I could blame him everytime Things go wrong But instead, I blame myself And nobody else For the failures that befall me I attempt to rise above it all But it's impossible to have it both ways To want to be wanted and To believe that I am, truly Well I wish that I believed in God So that I could blame him everytime Things go wrong But instead, I blame myself And nobody else For the failures that befall me