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Hi, this message is for Benjamin Goldberg Just reaching out to confirm your appointment For Tuesday, September 17th, 3:20 Uh, I used to starve myself trying to lose weight Couldn't even get hard, my body's so out of shape My girl blamed herself because we stopped having sex She started hating her own body, and now she's doing the same I knew it to be true, but I didn't want to take the blame So I didn't bring it up when she skipped the meals I made She ended up in the hospital tryna undo the damage I worried 'bout her disorder like I ain't inspired that trait I'm so inspiring Yeah Fans know I'm so inspiring Yeah Everyone tell me I'm inspiring I grew up middle class, but my day one was out the streets Now you ask that kid how he traveled the world, he'll tell you, T The big difference between us, I had a love of family His family was fucked up to a degree So he relied on relationships to get the love that I got from my mom each week I had a girlfriend but I didn't need it like he did So I would lie to my girl while out on tour and he would peep it Keep it secret, inspire my bro to be okay with cheating I'm so inspiring Four years deep in relationship He flew a groupie out with the merch money that I paid him with I thought that shit was whack but we just joked about the craziness 'Cause who am I to say no to it when I inspired the bulk of it I'm so in-between being a kid and being on grown-up shit That I make all my youngest friends upset they don't got money yet But I know all my older homies watch how free my tour life goes They got him taking trips and forgetting they got a kid at home Inspiring Yeah Fans know I'm so inspiring Yeah Everyone tell me I'm inspiring I used to show up to the studio drunk with the shorty Bumping into this kid who had his session there before me His music sounds like mine, it was obvious who he watched I've never said that he drove drunk but he saw my car in the lot His music wasn't great but I knew that he had potential When he stopped tryna be me and said some shit more sentimental This year I stopped bumping into him, asked my engineer why He told me about a hit-and-run and DUI My God, I'm so inspiring I might be the reason a couple kids continue to ground with goals to reach But how many gon' end up like me? Some got a passion but I think most just got obsession And they're lowkey chasing hype that disguise itself as a dream Nevertheless, they're grinding like a grown man off a pay cut Sometimes I wonder how many years of youth I took away from And how many kids are not gonna make it, not find a girl Not have a kid, just chasing music till they fail and feel it's bullshit What if I told you trying to win the world end up a whirlwind? What if I told you I'm in the same hospital I pulled my girl in? What if I told you I know I'm inspiring and I always did? But all in all, who knows if I've inspired something positive?