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I can't be all that you want me to 'Cause I hold in my hands all I got Broken hearts, smiles is all for show But this home is all I know What you know about robbing cribs with your best friend till he rob yours? What you know about your girl telling you it's yours, even though it's not yours? What you know about doing pull-ups till your palms sore? Four hours at the gym, tryna get your mind off the new dick that your girl ride now What you know about your best friend from a quiet town getting into drugs and he's fried now? Hey, now, that's just home to me Do you see when I cry or when I bleed? When you're there and you lie, and nobody hears me scream When my head was underwater Can you hear my voice or you enjoy my pain? What you know about your mom crying at your court case? What you know about falling off so you gotta cancel tour dates? What you know about weighing a hundred fifty pounds in the fourth grade 'Cause you turned to food for your depression You were so young that it made such an impression So you still got food issues ever since then Even though that's usually some girl shit? What you know about making a girl trip? What you know about making a girl lit 'Cause you're a local celebrity and she think now she a celebrity too Then you break up, she start posting rants about you 'Cause to her that's what celebrities do? What you know about still wanting her back 'Cause you still know the girl underneath, it is a good girl And can't trust a new girl who just came around 'Cause your dreams worked out? Hey, now, that's just home to me Do you see when I cry or when I bleed? When you're there and you lie, and nobody hears me scream When my head was underwater Can you hear my voice or you enjoy my pain? Hey, Benji boy Uh, it's dad just wanting to wish you a good flight Good trip, obviously, good tour But I'll be talking to you And go get them, kid But be a little careful, okay? Alright, love you, bye-bye That's just home to me, me That's just home to me That's just home to me, me That's just home to me That's just home to me That's just— that's just home to me Oh, oh What you know about not trusting anybody in your circle So video shoots is the only time you're social? What you know about your dad's girl still begging you for money 'cause she thinks you're a mogul? But you're in debt a 100K to your manager Still, you gotta upkeep an image, so your fans learn That they still support somebody who can end up being a superstar But this shit still seems so far That's home to me Good afternoon, this message is for Benjamin, my name is Ryan, calling— Uh, hi, this is a message for Benja—