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Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, yeah I'm on my fourth pill today, I swear to God I swear to God I don't do no fake pills, I get high for real While I'm fucking a new bitch, my mind still on you (on you) You said if I love you I'll stop pills, but girl I love them too (girl I love them too) 15 when I started hearing voices telling me to do it I got rich off pain, we go on trips, it's black truck for the cruising Everybody said that love made you stupid, I fell for your delusion (your Delusion) You met me when I was already scarred, I wish you met me sooner Bro put double Ds all on that BLRD, said that he hate late bloomers You had left my side, I ain't wanna eat, and I really don't fuck with Ubers She got my heart wrapped around her fingers fuck hoes, I think she cuter You said I lash out sometimes off percs, threw my shit down the sewer Yeah, Mama, I stole drugs from you, I acted like that shit was cool Yeah, I be scared to sometimes be myself because I got dark humor Get angry when they tell me say how I feel, I'm just not for it Got love for everybody, popped out to my first show in Concord That rapping nigga deal ain't talking 'bout shit, don't ask what I signed for I had to say it every song, but I seen the signs and I went blind for it If I feel I'm finna OD on pills, I text her, I amour you Every bitch fall in love with me, and I promise I never force it I hope I don't geek out while we out to eat and you think I don't got decorum You tell me you hate me and I act like I don't care, but there's cuts all on my forearm He just want peace in his life, promise he mean no harm Having thoughts of suicide, he just wanna go far They said love cost a lot, shit I might buy her Goyard Once I catch you lying, promise I want no parts We catch a opp in the mall, we tryna do they ass like Cold Hart I hope all these drugs that I'm on don't turn me cold-hearted Before I hurt her, she had matching feelings for me, I wonder where those are I'm tryna OD off them pills, I missed your text, I'm sorry I don't do shit but spill my pain on the mic and I worked a couple of Raris They said I'd feel better if I relapse, but I don't believe them, so I do that hardly All this pain might turn me evil as fuck like Joker, but you my Harley Too paranoid, just know I ain't being myself if you catch me at a party Getting fame off of words really been my only good luck, but I'm not Charley We got soul ties, she hold my hand and say she feel my heartbeat Told the bitch I'm with: My baby pull up to the crib with 15s in the car seat Got a bad hoe straight out of Cleveland, she love me but she don't even know Kyrie While I'm fucking a new bitch, my mind still on you You said if I love you I'll stop pills, but girl I love them too 15 when I started hearing voices telling me to do it I got rich off pain, we go on trips, it's black truck for the cruising Yeah, we linked up, I wanted to link again 'cause I thought you was cool I don't post our pictures on the web because the internet cruel I seen you had hit my phone, I ain't text back because the shit you was doing I don't even wanna tell you where I'm at because we gonna get into it like every time Let me fight your problems, I'm tired of you doing it Yeah, I ignored you, I'm having a good day, won't let you ruin it I got another hoe giving me good brain, I'm thinking 'bout you and shit Spending so much money, I got her wondering how I'm doing this shit My ex bitch left me and I got rich as fuck, she ain't think I could do this shit Yeah, now I treat these hoes like shit, even if it's a cute lil bitch I was riding 'round with my heat, I ain't even know how to use this shit Don't try to go ESPN, but now he on the news and shit, yeah My bros tryna go D1 and he went Fatt, I'm still running from all my problems without these Roxies and these Xans Okay, that's cool, you don't like me, we can just be friends Hop out Forces and a white tee, I still feel like the man Nigga, I still got on this Rollie, nigga, I still got all these bands, nigga, I still got 30K up in my face, my diamonds dance Light your bitch up in the dark, my bro spin like a ceiling fan I pay cases 5K in advance, but if he go kill him it's 10 grand So I pay him another 5 when the body drop, and you never give that bitch your whole heart Whether you stay with me or leave, it's cool with me, shit, it's your choice Last night I popped 8 RPs all at one time, I thought I saw God, yeah I threw all my hoes down, I crossed my fingers and prayed I died