Not Only lyrics

Every summer we spent spreading different waves Are you listening to me, this can't be okay Not only am i trying hard for you I'm trying to make this work for me You know i can't sleep at night when i have you within reach You make me worry at night when i don't see you in my dreams But only at those times i feel like i'm not what you need You needed someone to be right there with you all the time Watch me break my back in two Take this sensor, we can cross it off real soon Some things just seem better once they end up wrong Not only am i upset at myself I'm afraid of how you might take this