Total Self-hatred lyrics

Rip my heart to pieces Tear my soul down to the ground For I am no more Rip my lifes to pieces See the circle's now done I float And I'm gone Screamed so long for peace inside Feel the pain rise every night And now as I in darkness dwell I wish I'd never be born Blessing all these scars inside I walk those blood fields at night I hate with love from deep inside And turn the key to never be born Screamed so long for peace inside Feel the pain rise every night And now as I in darkness dwell I'd wish I'd be never reborn Screamed for peace inside Pain rise every night Paths those bloody nights Hate from deep inside